When you’re drunk, it’s the worst. The late night calls and texts really get to me these days. Everything you ever wanted to say to me comes out and from that point on I don’t know what to do anymore. If you tell me I’m the one for you, then take me. Don’t leave me hanging anymore, the way you have for the longest time. I’m getting more and more lost about where we stand everytime I see you and I’m so over it. I’m telling you now, if you want me, you can have me.

I only like two kinds of men, domestic and imported

It's true, sometimes a drunk mind speaks a sober heart. But sometimes, a drunk mind just wants to get laid.

We're all addicted to something that takes away the pain

We'll end up numb from playing video games and we'll get sick of having sex. and we'll get fat from eating candy as we drink ourselves to death. we'll stay up late making mix tapes, photo shopping pictures of ourselves while we masturbate to these pixelated videos of strangers fucking themselves. We are very busy people, we are very busy people.

You like you're girls like Summer, no class.

The sun goes down, we come out, a different party in a different city. The sun comes up, we come down, we lived fast & died pretty.

and that's just how she lives, loving all the wrong people and wanting all the wrong things.

The good die young because they see it's no use living if you've got to be good.

We had magic, this is tragic, you couldn't keep your hands to yourself

You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit.

I'm in a tricky little mood. i trick these little dudes. I tell 'em that i love 'em, but i never really do.

i tried to be strong, but baby your the right kind of wrong.
I don’t want love or romance I just want someone to put their hands on me.

 I want to get drunk, completely wasted. Not for the fun of it or to be "cool"
but just to forget all the bullshit going on in my life right now. I want to
sit on a sandy beach and watch the waves just crash, like my life. And
 when I finally get wasted i want to call you and tell you all the shit i've been wanting to tell you for days now. Things weren’t supposed to be like this.

She was taught to believe in what she saw. But what  she saw didn't give her much to believe in.

Easy come, easy go

So I just name a time and a place and your game for it value player, hotel room, meet you there

 

We're all full of shit. I'm a free bitch, livin' to do what I please. We kill what we build , because we own the sky.

But I say fuck the world, i'm too young for this shit.

Start writing a new chapter, for if you live by the book you'll never make history.

We act like we're crazy and immune,
we said a lot of things we'll probably regret tomorrow.
But we had fun tonight, and that's enough, for tonight it's enough

I only stayed because you turned the lights off

See I he can't be my man. And I can't be his girl . Oh but we fuck like its the end of the world 

Baby we’ve been living in sin cause we been really in love but we been living as friends.

We were all once beautiful kids, who turned into beautiful trouble

I think i'd rather misbehave. My way.

The trouble with some women is that they get all excited about nothing--and then marry him.

Staying single is not about not having no one, rather an opportunity to be tasting everyone.

Single white female addicted to retail

Stay Gone.

When I first moved to New York I bought Vogue instead of dinner. I just felt it fed me more

I need the smell of summer. to wake up to the sound of lawnmowers, and sleeping till noon. I need the smell of chlorine pool hair in my face, and laughing non-stop with my best friends. I need drama free days full of bonfires and camping. I need a break from caring

But these bright lights turned me into a monster!

If you blur your eyes, the streetlights become hundreds of ghosts going home.

Can you stay up for the weekend and blame god for lookin' to old

I remember how you tasted. I've had you so many times, let's face it.

You don't need another drink, babe. I know you're drunk 'cause you tell me that you love me. I could be your one desire. You tell me that you want me, but liquor makes a liar.

Fuck it. Fuck the "He wont know what he has until its gone" bullshit. I want a kid that's gonna know what he has when he has it. Not when its too late.

Half way between wrong and right. I know I'm playing with fire but I don't know why

 

And I'm leaning on the fence between past and present tense. And I'm losing all those stupid games I swore I'd never play. But it almost feels okay.

Excuse my charisma, vodka with a spritzer

I have a tendency to like anything addictive and destructive

i got cranberry and grey goose sip if you want to, smoke out if you want to baby you ain't gotta go nowhere. just bring yourself babe i got everything else babe, you ain't got to go nowhere.

Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before.

I sip on Rosé you sip your mistakes.

Last call for alcohol, so much in my body i cant act at all

And now we hardly talk, but you had so much to say, those night where there was skin on skin, and I could feel your pulse. Considering I thought it meant a little more than this, I guess it’s mostly you I’m starting to miss.

I know that we won't ever really be close again, and that hurts more than you know. But all I can really ask for right now is for you to be a decent person. Maybe even a decent friend. Because I need something, anything. I just need some ounce of hope that things will look up again for us, that we haven't lost anything. Because right now, all I have are memories, which hurt to remember knowing I won't ever have them back. And there are moments, when I think that maybe this day will be different, and maybe things are turning around, but those are just moments that fade away quickly. And I know that in the long run that you'll never be here because you don’t need me, you only needed me when you were hurt and alone. You will never be here for me again and that hurts because no matter what, I have and will always be there for you.

 

It's about time that I got back on here, right? It took me a lot of time and effort to build up my collection again so PLEASE remind me why I love you all so much with some lovely recs/subs/comments :) Depending on how much feedback I get you might start seeing me pop up a lot more often ;) Enjoy! 

Yeah yeah yeah I'm aware that I haven't posted anything in almost a year...it was senior year, I got busy. Now that it's summer and I have more time on my hands I'm thinking about maybe starting up again, but first I want to know if it's actually going to be worth my time or not...not one of those I want so many comments on each post and I'm not posting again until I get that amount bullshit, I just want you guys to tell me if you want me too. The more the better but we'll go from there soooo I'd really appreciate it if you all let me know. Thanksss.

so i'm really pissed off right now and i need to share. i just found out that one of my good friends is now dating the guy i had a long ass thing with still have feelings for..coooooolllllll. fuck that. just curious but what do you guys think about that? anyways i'm leaving wednesday for a much needed vacation so i'll try to put a new longggg post up by then. but really guys please comment..i need it right now before my head explodes or something. thanks loves.